You are living the desolation of experiencing that you have completely given your life for the other, and he has chosen to remain in his darkness.

[Jesus experienced the desolation of knowing that not even His crucifixion would penetrate the hardened hearts of many. His desolation is his immense desire to set us free to know Love and to become Love–one with God, so that we can live in perfect peace and happiness. Yet, the majority choose to remain in Satan’s bondage. Jesus’s desolation is His consuming groans of love in the face of humanity’s resistance to be purified, redeemed, and made new.]