In the silence of receiving is how I live the vision I had many years ago (8/14/18) in which I was prostrated over Jesus’ Blood, and Mary came between Jesus and me and placed His hand on top of mine. This represented marriage. I am Christ’s spouse of His most precious Blood. I finally understand that I am called to receive the goodness and brokenness of others and to suffer in Jesus’ agony of love, waiting in Abba’s eternal patience with faith and hope for Him to act. This is now my life lived in the cloister of Mary’s Heart, in her “Soledad”.

The Blood of Christ on the ground represents the souls who have not received His Blood, those who have not repented, and have discarded God’s saving graces. These are the souls I am called to receive as Jesus’ spouse. This is how I live my femininity as a receptor to its fullness in God, restored in His image and likeness, as one with Mary Co-redemptrix. As a woman, I become God’s “helper” in restoring souls as one with Jesus’ sacrifice of love.