Total Gift — 3rd Nail of Crucifixion
Date: March 10, 2023
We now continue to suffer with Christ united to Mary, IN ABBA.
We begin to see all people through the gaze of ABBA—A Father who laments for each of His sons and daughters crying out, “Why have you forsaken me? You are My beloved. I love you.” The agony of our God who has given us EVERYTHING in and through His Son, Jesus—A TOTAL GIFT OF HIMSELF to us, His people.
To REMAIN in Mary’s solitude, I REMAIN in Abba’s WAITING. The purification of my human emotion of love is being completed. (see 7/27/22)
COMMUNION is what was lost in the Garden after Adam and Eve’s original sin. The moment they hid from God’s goodness and covered their sin with justification and blaming, they separated themselves from Abbas’s love. Pride entered humanity, and this darkness became the barrier between God and us. They did not REPENT but remained in their obstinacy.
Repentance is what begins to destroy the barrier between God and us. As we come before ABBA in Christ crucified, exposing ourselves completely until we are naked before Him in our total misery, crying out, “My God have mercy, for I am a sinner,” that communion is restored. As the prodigal son, we enter the embrace of our Father.
Reparation is Perfect Love through Christ:
Rom. 5:6 “Christ died for the ungodly.”
Rom. 5:8 “But God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.”
In the third nail of crucifixion, we allowed ourselves, through the Holy Spirit, to be crucified in Christ and have advanced in the death of self. Our egos have begun to die, our lives have been replaced with the truth of Abbas’s love, our self-love with our desires, expectations, and attachments is dying, and our emotions are serving God’s purpose. Now we love as one with God our enemies, those that hurt us, by choosing to remain in the cloister of Mary’s Heart and in the Inner Chamber of our Spouse’s Sacred Heart to live in the groans of Jesus’ excruciating sorrows and in Abba’s tears of consuming love for every soul, the good and the bad, those that love us and those that don’t, solely for the love of God.
References
Rom 5:6For why did Christ, when as yet we were weak, according to the time, die for the ungodly? |
Rom 5:8But God commendeth his charity towards us; because when as yet we were sinners, according to the time, |

