Last night, as I prayed the rosary with my family, I felt the presence of Jesus interiorly. He was in His glorified Body, wearing a white robe. I entered the gaze of His eyes. I walked a few steps behind Him, and I was wearing a white gown and veil…

This morning after Mass, while we prayed the rosary, Jesus came to me again in the same manner as last night. He said to me, “follow Me.” I responded to my Lord, “Grant me your grace, for without you, I can do nothing…” I have felt so fatigued and sick for the past few weeks. It seems I can’t accomplish anything. Writing an email appears to be an impossible task. I feel complete weakness physically and mentally.

I continued to walk towards my Beloved with my eyes fixed on His gaze. He is so beautiful! Through the power of His gaze, my heart was flooded with love and the understanding that as my Lord’s spouse of His Most Precious Blood, He desires for me to collect His tears of sorrow for our sons and daughters and to accompany Him in His sufferings.

He then pointed, and I looked and saw a large white cross standing as if on the ground. My eyes remained fixed on His gaze. I then saw myself nailed on the white cross, with my white gown and veil flapping as if a wind were blowing. Jesus was standing at the foot of the Cross, gazing at me. He lifted His hands towards Heaven, presenting me to the Father as His living sacrifice. I saw three powerful and distinct Lights coming from heaven to me: the Lights of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Then, these Lights, as one yet distinct, radiated out from me. Jesus then said, “Believe in the power of the martyrdom of the heart.” I understood the white martyrdom. Then Jesus explained to me that the Father is using this pure martyrdom as grace for the purity of His sons (priests).