As I was walking home from Mass and praying the 2nd mystery of the rosary, the scourging of Jesus, I felt the words of Jesus fill my heart:

—Are you willing to shed your blood and have it sprinkled with Mine on the earth? You are called to be My white martyr. The blood you shed will be the tears of your soul, only known by Me. I will allow you to suffer the pain and sorrow of others so that you can unite to Me the tears of your soul for them.